Watching me work so hard to reach you

i know you feel as if i dont appreciate all the things you did fr me , but thts just so unfair for you to judge my feelings . because words cant ever describe how happy i am when i knw tht there's somene that i can count on . wrds cnt everrrr describe how calm i feel when im in your presence but still the little devils in yr brain refuse to leave and keep on brainwashing you about all of my wrong doings and twist it as if its a big prblm . but . .

lucky ive been through hell
backroads and shortcuts , I know them well

i have to admit tht im nt matured enough to decide whts rght and whts wrg , or like wht to do and wht not . i need to be guided , rly

why i rasa mcm im yr frnd ?
its bcse youve been doubt-ing my feelings towards you
its just the way tht yve been treating me ,
its bcse , mm i am just being myself ,
everything i ckp , semua u ada reason kan ? why tknk klh ?
its bcse mm thts just me ;O

i really really need to better myself , oh ;/

And it kicks so hard ,
it breaks your bones .
Cuts so deep
it hits your soul .
Tears your skin and
makes your blood flow .
It's better that you know ,
That love is hard .

not really (:
because
everybody knows that nobody really knows .
goodnght xx

izmn i love you .